Next week is prom, but for some reason I struggled thinking about it positively this week. I thought I wouldn't look good enough, that I wouldn't know what to do when fast songs came on, that maybe I'd be too nervous to go. But my boyfriend gave me a positive outlook. That even though it's my first dance ever, it's his too so we can dance weird together. And that I will look beautiful in the dress I got months ahead of time because I loved it that much; pretty much to the point that I couldn't put it down. It's always nice to have someone in your life who can give you that light in the dark. Every one will have times where it'll be hard to think positively, but when you know that the light is there through someone else who loves you, everything becomes okay again.
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